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Name: Sterling
Location: Tulsa, Oklahoma, United States
Birthday: 12/21/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: Performing live. Nothing beats the thrill.
Expertise: I love guitar, that's what I do.
Occupation: Server/Waiter
Message: message me
AIM:  Sterbob23
Member Since:
12/26/2005
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What an amazing past 10 months it has been. Being on my own, having a steady job, amazing friends, and doing what I do best.
Playing guitar. Lead guitar nonetheless. Something about it just makes me tingle. I love performing. Especially with the people I get to do it with.
Nothing like playing with your best friends.
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| So I'm moving out on my own here pretty soon, which is going to be amaaaazing. Iz gonna be the Pete, Kbob and Sterling show. We're looking at apartments over on brookside and on riverside right now, which would be completely fantastic. I'm totally stoked about this whole deal. Not to mention, my first pay check is going to be fantastic and will more than cover rent. Loving the job. | | |
| Hmmm. What have I learned recently?
You can't move on in life if you don't forgive yourself of your own mistakes. Without doing this for yourself, you cannot expect to have any self-confidence. In fact, I learned to forgive myself incredibly quickly this time. And it was amazing how swiftly I recovered.
I have the best friends I could possibly ask for. I had four... five... no, six friends right there for me in time of need. I pray that when the time comes that I will fully be able to return the favor.
I have learned that college, is still as easy as high school. I have yet to study anything, and this is the third week of class. Unfortunately, I have to write a speech soon. That sucks. Oh well. Stats is easy, but annoying. Sales and Negotiations is kinda cool. My teacher likes me because I always dress in a suit for that class.(Not because of the class, but because I have to go to work directly after, haha) But she doesn't know that. And my favorite class, Western Civ. I is fantastic. I actually study that class for fun. I find it fascinating.
The glass IS half-full. I don't care what you say. I will always choose to see the best in people. No matter what. There is always some attribute that I will choose to believe in someone, regardless of prior mistakes either toward me, or someone else. Call it a curse, call it stupid, naive, whatever. I don't care. But at the end of the day, I have faith in people to do right. Even if they fail to do so time and time again.
I'm really tired.
Money is very beneficial. I like working for money. It's fun. Having a difficult job makes it even more fun. Getting promoted after only a week on the job is even better. I love it. Boss is cool. My co-workers are tight. Team night is freaking awesome. We all chill at the boss's pad, play some games, if you're old enough, drink some beer and smoke some cigars. I stick to the latter. Minus maybe a shot of vodka or two. Shhh. But that is a realistic figure. Oh no, I'm under-age and I drink?!?! I'm going to hell! Wait, no, I'm not. I never drink to get drunk. If Jesus can drink alcohol, then so can I.
I never have a moment truely to myself. My place of refuge is on Wed. nights. It's the only place I can truely relax and forget everything. It's the only time I feel content and happy with who I am, where I've come from, and what I want to be.
I don't need anyone's lyrics or poetry to describe myself. That's why God created ME. I am myself. So I will act like myself, and no one else. Thank you. And goodnight. | | |
| Wtf. I don't know. You tell me. Anyway. I'm updating for the sake of an update. I'm trying to find random friends on here. However. I cannot. Because xanga has the stupidest search engine of all-time. Come on guys. Get with the program. | | |
| As '07 comes to a close, the weather gets colder, the coats get heavier, the faces get obscured, and the shopping increases. But after it's all said and done, what is left? Why the big bru-ha-ha over the changing of one day to another? Why do we feel we should only make resolutions on one day?
Anyway, as I double space my lines, I thank God for the break in school that this holiday season brings. It is indeed a welcomed relief. As sucky as school has been, I have somewhat enjoyed it, which is rather surprising for me considering I hate school and everything that has to do with it. It's not school, it's work.
Anyway, things have been going well in this little rural town Tiffany likes to call Hicksville. Which actually isn't very far from the real name of "Hectorville." I'm always amazed at how quickly you can make friends in a semester. And the quantity of new friends is staggering as well. I am very blessed to be surrounded with this many caring friends that love me. I don't think I've ever thanked them for it either. A lot of them don't even know how big of an impact that they've had on my life. While I can't say that I have a true true best friend, I am surrounded with the best group of friends that anyone could want. It doesn't matter who I go to, I know I'm going to get their honest opinion, and I love that. I love brutal honesty. Sometimes it hurts. But realizing how much that person cares about you, knowing that they know they're hurting you, lets you know deep down inside that they love you... and that's what keeps us alive.
My rant goes on. I gotta have one of these every several months. It feels kinda good to just type everything out. It's like cleaning out your room for the first time in a month. It feels good to sit back and enjoy your work.
Moving along, I do wanna thank all my friends this year for putting up with me through all the crap that I do. Through all the late-night calls and early morning texts. All the lunches in the hub, the good times. Youth group talking about drybanging lol. Give Dan Stone the credit for that one. What an awkward two weeks, heh. Halo till 8 in the morning, almost puking my guts out the whole time. Nate, Ty, Nick, Mark, that's to you. Next time Mark, we're going on 2-hour rotation with the couch.
As the big 18 moves in, I feel like I should still be in junior high. It doesn't feel right. A month ago, I felt like it was going to be different. It's just gonna be a new year, but the same old face.
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